A DAY OF MIXED EMOTIONS

So I only have one day left before my life changes quite dramatically.

My last 12.5 hour shift as a Family Care Assistant is on Sunday followed by 3 full days at UNI and then my first 12.5 hour shift as a NAT!! A Nursing Associate Trainee.

It’s going to be an intense couple of weeks with a lot of long days bunched pretty close together but it will be followed by a couple of quieter weeks to breath again.

The more I think about starting UNI on Monday, the more I get butterflies in my tummy and I can feel my little angels and demons sitting on my shoulders. One keeps saying “ARE YOU CRAZY!!” and the other keeps saying “CHILL!! YOU’LL BE FINE!!”
I think I just need to get going now.

Anyway, I managed to get a bit of gardening done this week. Not as much as I’d like but it’s a start.

To take my mind off of UNI today I decided to clear out my wardrobe. Take a good look at what I have and what I can get rid of.
I was pleasantly surprised when I realised that a good chunk of my clothes are actually too big for me now!!
I didn’t think I’d lost that much weight but my clothes are telling me otherwise, so I bundled them up and popped them onto schpock. I need to make a little money to get some new clothes for Italy!!

However, I have a dilema.

I don’t want to buy anything because I plan to lose more weight but if I leave it to the last minute, there won’t be any summer clothes in the shops.
Do I buy some things I like but a couple of sizes smaller or do I wait?!

Just something else for me to worry about but in the grand scheme of things to worry about, it’s actually pretty small compared to what other people have to worry about.

2 years will fly by.
I plan to have one hell of a 50 birthday party in 2019!!

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