So I don’t think I’ll be getting much sleep tonight. I actually think I may be hyperventilating most of tonight. What was I thinking? Whatever made me think I could ever do a foundation degree?

Tomorrow I officially enrol at University as a Nursing Associate trainee. Bang goes my days off for the next 2 years. Study study study.

The only thing going for me now is the fact that my hubby and kids are saying ‘go for it’ and ‘I’ll be fine’ and I also have some amazingly supportive work colleagues who I know will be there for help when I need it. I’ve just got to knuckle down and get on with it. 2 years will be over in a flash.

Still doesn’t stop me from ‘bricking it’ tonight.